i love you not only
for what you are,
but for what i am
when i am with you.

i love you for the part of me
that you bring out.
i love you for passing over
my foolish and weak traits
that you can't help but see.

i love you for drawing out 
into the light my beauty
that no one else had looked
quite far enough to find.

- Elizabeth Barrett Browning.

I love you baby :) 8th month is coming soon :) Followed by Vday, and very soon, our 1st year :) We've been through much, not major issues, just silly things that make us squabble, mostly caused by me. Just wanna tell you that you're the best, and only you can put up with my short-temper and bear with my impatience and willfulness.

You always leave me so desperate and craving for your love.

Went baby's house for the past 3 days to "take care" of him. Though I didn't do much to help, I just wanted to keep him company and "sayang" his injured ankle that's swollen like a pig's trotter :/ Pains me to see him walking around in a bandaged ankle with crutches :( Or hopping single-footed around the place :/ Ctas and I are in the same class this year! 10S05! And the suckiest thing is that we're in Owens house -.- SKYBLUE -.- omgszxszsx suckiest colour ever! Anyway, I've made quite a number of friends during this metriculation period :) My MG was damn high :) Hope my class is a fun class :) Gonna see them for the first time tmr! :D The 4 day orientation starts tmr! <3

Get well soon dear, I love you :)

Heehehe :D New hairstyle! I was watching youtube tutorials on new braiding techniques :D I like this fall-through braid :) Shall post the tutorial below so you people can learn it too :) I did it all by myself without a helper okay :D Last night was happily webcamming with baby :) Today we cleaned my house kitchen together, thank you baby for helping! :) And then we went to meet my team mates (Ruishan/Qianmei/Lingrong/Michelle) at Northvale (condo beside lot1) cuz that's where michelle stays now, and we played basketball against some guys who are playing initially. Then baby joined their team and we played 5 on 5 in half court. Lol quite aggressive and alot of contact. Baby was in the opposing team so I could pull him, but eventually he'd still get the ball. Hahah ohwell, my teammates were saying that he's very show off. Hahahahah cuz he does alot of stunts during the game to get the ball in. Damn cute and pro :) We played till lights out, hahaha then some pjc bball guys (B's seniors) can't play. Heh, I'm tired, got hit in the face by the ball thanks to LR. Hhahaha but I'm alright :) Used to being hit by the balls :) B is currently planning to get vday cash items on pet society :D Our house totally rocks okay :) Got so many cash items :) And we got them without using actual cash :D Baby's so pro! :D He just got us the hippo pond, and 3 other cash plushies :D Thank you baby! Now I'm aiming the faeries :D Hohoho. I love you babe :) Now its time to watch the video below! :)

When you love someone, you'd wanna see him smile, see him happy always, see him stress-free, see him dreaming sweet dreams, ... I love you baby :)

I saw a quote on tv just now :)

"Men should not be calculative with women's mistakes or her meanness. That's what a real man should do."

Haha I swear I saw this on tv :) No hidden agenda. Think if my baby reads this, he'd definitely not agree to it, hahaa that's why we're always involved in heated arguments, even in public, at the roadside, we can shout at each other and ignore what the passerbys think of us. Haha and I mean it when I say "shout". Never has a guy shouted or confronted me like this, with that tone, with that volume, with those words, everything.. Haha, I'm not complaining (not that much at least), just saying how I feel :)

So what do people think? Should guys accept girls they love for whoever they are and whatever they do? Because love is bearing, hopeful and kind. I think I can write an essay for this. Or propose to cambridge for this to be the 2010 GP A level essay question :) The quote above, before it was said, the guy was talking about how men always bear with women, even if they had to suffer in silence, or swallow their anger. Because they will feel that it's their responsibility. Lol,

I once again swear that I'm not hinting anything. Lol I brought this topic up because I happen to see it on tv, and I was pondering about it and linking it to my experience :) I still love my baby no matter how he is :)

Training was okayokay. except 2.4 :/ Rawr.

We're gonna make the new basketball shirt! Hehe, boys team also having the same shirt. We're ordering their design and they're ordering ours, just that they wanna change our shirt's colour, so ours will be green and theirs red :) I'm gonna have the same shirt as baby :D:D Heehee :)

I miss you so much everyday.