THIS IS FREAKIN' FUNNY.

PLEASE WATCH! :D

B & I always watch funny and interesting youtube vids when we're bored. And here's another one below. I almost wanted to puke :/ Watch it till the end please! LOL.

B is currently having training at New Town Sec :(

The boys team is crazy. 4 trainings a week!? Sigh :/

When will it be my turn? :S

I think the holidays will be a busy one :/

Not much time for me to cool down, feel bored and start taking out my math to practice on :/

Let me list out my schedule :)

Today supposed to have Basketball outing at Deepar's (but I doubt I'm going)

23rd Nov - Basketball workshop in school from 9-12pm (Can see baby! :D)

3rd Dec - Metro SIF CIP at Paragon's Metro from 8am to 8pm (With B & classmates!)

6th Dec - Stand Chart Marathon CIP from 12midnight onwards (With B and maybe BFFs :))

7th Dec - Basketball workshop part 2 in school (With boys team again! BBB :D)

10th Dec - Our 6th month :)

11th Dec - Mum's birthday + Report to PJC at 10am for 3d2n MINDS camp (with B & classmates)

12th Dec - MINDS Camp

13th Dec - MINDS Camp

19th Dec - Baby's Birthday! :)

*IN BETWEEN Christmas Celebrations + New Year*

4th Jan - Chalet with TOFUs at Chevrons (B's coming :D)

5th Jan - Chalet still :)

8th Jan - My birthdayyy :D

10th Jan - Our 7th month :)

11th Jan - Report back to school :/

LAST VID FOR THE DAY. FUNNY! :)

Hello :) B and I watched MY GIRLFRIEND IS AN AGENT last week :) It was damn funny :D Hahaha must watch! :) I'm sick again, went to see doc, sat out for training yesterday and today I left after Chem Lect cuz I can't take it alr :/ Sorry B for "abandoning" you! I wished I could stay, but the lecture hall is so cold and makes me feel even sicker :/ Anyway, today handed in the form for retaining, Ctas and I chose the same subj combi! :) I guess we'll be in the same class after all :D Ohwell, I'm so tired, and I miss baby :/ Byebye

Today ended on a sad note. B and I were talking about next year, when he's not gonna be by my side anymore..

And so many questions came to my mind that it made tears well up in my eyes uncontrollably..

No more B to help me carry my belongings everyday throughout.

No more B to turn to when I need help.

No more B to accompany me to the toilet.

No more B to discuss about homework and lessons with.

No more B to talk to in class.

No more B to follow me around in school.

No more B to cheer me up when I'm down.

No more B to be on the same team with during PE.

No more B to walk from class to class.

No more B to eat recess with.

No more B to help me clear my plates.

No more B to look out for me during lessons.

No more B to glance at when I miss him in class.

No more B to attend games day with.

No more B to help me refill my bottle.

No more B to sit with during lectures/tutorials.

No more writing your name on your lecture notes.

No more attending prom together.

No more sitting next to each other during assembly.

Next year, whenever we have assemblies, we'd be on either side of the hall. You'd no longer be within reach in school. I can't call you B and hear a response almost immediately. No more going to your bench during Chem or Bio Prac, no more ending school on time together.. There's still so much more that we can no longer do together, and thinking about them makes me wanna cry. I'm gna miss you B, you're the only reason why I don't wanna retain. Hearing you promise me that everything's gonna be fine and you'd still be with me doesn't make me feel better, because I jolly well know that its not gonna be fine to not have you by my side in school. I'm so dependent on you, so used to you being by my side, I don't know how am I gonna survive next year..

Today went back to school for GPF filing, 1hr later can go home already! :) Then B went home to change then came to my house, went town to meet BFFs for lunch at Pasta Cafe @ Taka :) After that B and I walked to Wheelock to service my macbook but the person said it's alright :) So yeaaaaa, we went back to my house and B got embarrassed by his actions, but to me it was the sweetest and cutest thing ever :) I<3YOU!

East Coast Class Outing was fun! :) Cycling in the rain, stealing people's beach ball to play captains ball, camwhoring, lunch @ Subway.. :) I'm so glad alot of people came this time :D Today was B and I's 5th month :) Went Bukit Batok Park to walk in the morning, then went home and got ready for Ikea :) Had meatballs! :D Then walked around, went back to my house again, and at 4.30 we went for training :) Today was the first training with the coach :) ABIT tiring, I'm so tired :/ still gotta edit my I&R for tmr! :/ Anyway, tmr's only 1.5 hours of school! :)

Happy 5th month baby! I love you so much! Thank you for bearing with my temper and attitudes and for loving me more than anyone else did before, I love you! :)